Review - Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock

Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock

5 out of 5 Heart-Breaking Stars

"End this. Pull the trigger. Make it easier for everyone."

Holy crap this is a depressing novel. The whole time I was torn between just wanting to hug Leonard and then yell at everyone who's let him down to open their eyes! I feel like it should have been so obvious to others that Leonard was clearly spinning off the deep end, and that's the scary thing: sometimes, it's not as obvious as you think, and sometimes, people notice but just don't put together what all these signs mean, or just don't care to.

It's heartbreaking how many times Leonard is let down, how the few people he does care about don't realize he's saying goodbye. The redeeming factor about these characters is the few that matter do care, they do realize that Leonard needs help. But sometimes it's just too late.

"I feel like I'm broken–like I don't fit together anymore. Like there's no more room for me in the world or something. Like I've overstayed my welcome here on Earth, and that everyone's trying to give me hints about that constantly. Like I should just check out. I'm so fucking worthless."

Quick is very blunt in his writing; he never holds back on describing what Leonard is feeling, as he repeatedly reminds us how he is going to kill Asher and then himself. It really drives home how dark of a place Leonard is in. When the secret is revealed about why Leonard wants to kill his former best friend and then himself, I completely understood why Leonard wanted to commit a murder-suicide. This just goes to show how talented Quick is in his writing, and just how much Leonard has suffered.

The wonderful thing about Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock, is that, even though it is an extremely dark and sad book, it's about got humor and a sense of hope. There are two characters that I absolutely love in this novel (Walt and Herr Silverman). Also, the footnotes is a really cool idea. What I hope people take from reading this novel is that you can't put a measurement on pain, not really, and to never give up. Hold on to hope; it's one of the most powerful things in the world.

"People pay for what they do, and still more for what they have allowed themselves to become. And they pay for it very simply; by the lives they lead."

*Quick addition: Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock is in film development, with Channing Tatum as the director. Not sure about a possible release date yet, but I'll be looking out for it!