Tuesday, April 26, 2016

Review - This Song Will Save Your Life

This Song Will Save Your Life



5 out of 5 Uplifting Stars

"I didn't want to run out of music and die in silence."

Leila Sales, you have really impressed me with this novel. Your writing is addicting. I read This Song Will Save Your Life in two days, and would have finished it sooner if I didn't want sleep (I have had late nights reading, but come on, who doesn't love sleep?). The plot may seem a bit simplegirl almost commits suicide, finds something to live forbut it is so much more than that. Maybe it's the characters, how they develop, the power of music, or all that mixed together, but this novel is everything I could have wished for and more.


I need to start off by saying that, while this book may seem like it's been done before, Leila Sales has something special about her story-writing that makes This Song Will Save Your Life very unique. She doesn't hold back, and her characters are so real that you can't help but be sucked into their life and wanting to know what is going to happen next. Sales deals with many topics in this novel, and gives out advice without it seeming like she started this book with a moral lesson in mind. Everything comes together exactly as it should, in ways you might not expect, which just makes me love this novel even more.


"I saw them, just for a brief flash, as he probably saw them: three harmless-looking teenage girls, delicate features, pretty smiles. Like they couldn't cut you until you were so disfigured that you hardly recognized yourself."

Friendships, relationships, siblings and parentsSales explores all of these in a way that you might not expect. There are different types of friendships, and sometimes people aren't who you need them to be, but that's a part of life. People can surprise you, can understand you even if you think you're alone, and Sales gets into the heart of this. And speaking of hearts, I cannot forget to mention the music. Elise finds her passion in DJing, and I love how music helps her find herself. We all have music in our hearts, and this connects us in amazing ways.


So, hopefully after reading this review, you'll take a chance on This Song Will Save Your Life. I love everything about this novel, and hope you guys will enjoy it just as much as I do. Also, it's not too long, so whenever you find yourself will a bit of free time, I'd go with reading this book. I can't wait to see what else Leila Sales has written!


"Sometimes people think they know you. They know a few facts about you, and they piece you together in a way that makes sense to them. And if you don't know yourself very well, you might even believe that they are right. But the truth is, that isn't you. That isn't you at all."



Friday, April 22, 2016

Film Friday Review - 10 Cloverfield Lane

10 Cloverfield Lane


4 1/2 out of 5 WTF Stars


"No! Don't open that door! You're going to get us all killed!"


What. The. Fuck. This pretty much sums up my feelings after finished 10 Cloverfield Lane. I was thrown around so much with this movie. I mean, obviously Howard, the guy who kidnapped our protagonist, Michelle, is completely and utterly insane. There is no crazy threat outside, the air isn't poisonous. Or is it? 

Could Howard actually be on to something? There is definitely some strange crap going on outside, is he actually protecting Michelle and Emmett? But whatever threat is outside, could Howard be the more pressing one? There is something not right with this man. And whatever is wrong with him is putting Michelle and Emmett in danger. They are not safe in that bunker. But are they safer outside, or in?

10 Cloverfield Lane really screwed up my head; every time I thought I knew what was going on, that I had everything all figured out, something would happen that would make me doubt my predictions and begin questioning everything all over again. I absolutely loved it. I had no idea what to believe, and it was great. It kept me on my toes, and I could not accept anything as truth (until the ending, of course).

A tense film that doesn't hold back, 10 Cloverfield Lane is well worth the $13 to see it. I can't really say to much without spoiling what is going on, and I can't do that to you guys, or the movie. It's too good to rob you of the truth. I love 10 Cloverfield Lane, and I'm loving even more all these movies that have strong, badass female leads. Take a chance on this one, it's worth it. You'll be kept on the edge of your seat the entire time, I promise you that. Mary Elizabeth Winstead and John Goodman are fantastic in their roles.

"You can't run from them."

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

Review - Vicious

Vicious


4 1/5 out of 5 Twisted Stars


"ExtraOrdinary. The word that startedruined, changedeverything."

Ohmygosh, V.E. Schwab has created a really vicious story here. See what I did there? Haha, okay moving on from my lame jokes. Vicious is an intense, disturbing, brutal story. It's like a comic book, but without the pictures. Schwab captures my attention right from the very first sentence of her novel, and keeps me hooked until the very last.

Vicious is novel about two brilliant and arrogant college students who decide to take academic research to the experimental, creating ExtraOrdinary abilities through near-death experiences. However, these experiments go horribly wrong, and results in Victor in prison and Eli carrying out some crusade to eliminate all EOs. This continues until Victor breaks out of prison, ready for revenge.

"All Eli had to do was smile. All Victor had to do was lie. Both proved frighteningly effective."

I need to start off by saying that the logic behind this science works, and it works well. For that, Ms. Schwab, I need to thank you. One thing I can't stand in stories is when things do not make sense logically, but Vicious is not one of those novels, and that is one of the many things I love about it.

Another thing I love about Vicious is the characters. Each one is so fully developed and flushed out, and the detail that Schwab gives them is amazing. Even characters that you may think aren't going to be important, and later become important, are given backstories. The explanation of how they get their powers is great. Third-person point of view is the best way to write this story as it allows the readers to really get to know why each character does what they do.

"The difference between Victor and Eli wasn't their opinion on EOs. It was their reaction to them. Eli seemed intent to slaughter them, but Victor didn't see why a useful skill should be destroyed, just because of its origin. EOs were weapons, yes, but weapons with minds and wills and bodies, things that could be bent and twisted and broken and used."

Speaking of characters and their actions, Eli is the perfect bad guy (even though no one in this story is good). He is completely insane, but wholly believes in what he is doing. He is using religion to justify his own actions and excuse his EO powers. It's scary how realistic this is, how these fanatical actions happen too often. Going through Eli's thought process and being in his head is so disturbing, but it's what helps make Vicious as awesome as it is. Also, I love Victor's quirk of blacking out sentences in books to create his own, and how his power gets developed.

The reason I'm taking away the half-star is because I was able to guess at ending. I was very nervous at parts, and didn't figure out the ending till later in the novel, but I wasn't surprised by final result. That doesn't mean I don't like it, though. Also, there are several unanswered questions that I am curious to solve, which is what the second novel will be for. I'm very excited for what V.E. Schwab has up her sleeve for Vicious #2 (currently not titled) in (hopefully) 2018. That's awhile to go, but I will preorder it the second I can.

"To never dying. To being remembered. Forever."

Friday, April 15, 2016

Film Friday Review - Hush

Hush


5 out of 5 Heart-Pounding Stars



She can't hear. She can't speak. But she's not going down without a fight.


Maddie is a deaf mute, living a nice seclude life in the woods. Unfortunately, the also means she is isolated. So when a masked man shows up at her doorstep, intent to kill her, Maddie doesn't have anyone to rely on except herself. Get ready for one hell of a night of cat-and-mouse, and fighting for survival.

Hush is crazy intense. It had me guessing at every turn what was going to happen next. Is the killer going to get in the house? Is a neighbor going to show up and help? Is Maddie going to survive? Maddie being a deaf mute is essential to the story, as it places many limitations on her and definitely helps ramp up the tension. She cannot hear the killer, she cannot call out for help, but that doesn't mean she isn't one hell of a smart protagonist. 

I am rooting so freaking hard for Maddie. She is not going to give up, and she is not going to hide or play defense. And that's what I love about movies like this. What makes the killer think he can do whatever the hell he wants with no repercussions? He's certainly met his match with Maddie. She's going to have to push herself beyond her physical and mental limits in order to survive the night, but she is going to fight.

I was very nervous throughout this whole movie; I had no idea what was going to happen next, or where the story was going to go. I admit to yelling at my TV screen, trying to tell Maddie what to do to survive. My nerves feel fried after watching Hush. It was like I was right next to Maddie as she was fighting for her life. Hush is a tense, breathless horror film that is different from any others I've seen, and I am so glad I watched it.

*Hush is on Netflix, and it's only an hour and a half, so if you find yourself with some free time and in the mood for a horror flick, this is definitely the one to go with.

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Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Review - Forget Tomorrow

Forget Tomorrow




2 1/2 out of 5 Futuristic Stars


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Synopsis:

Imagine a world where your destiny has already been decided…by your future self.

It’s Callie’s seventeenth birthday and, like everyone else, she’s eagerly awaiting her vision―a memory sent back in time to sculpt each citizen into the person they’re meant to be. A world-class swimmer. A renowned scientist.

Or in Callie’s case, a criminal.

In her vision, she sees herself murdering her gifted younger sister. Before she can process what it means, Callie is arrested and placed in Limbo―a prison for those destined to break the law. With the help of her childhood crush, Logan, a boy she hasn’t spoken to in five years, she escapes the hellish prison.

But on the run from her future, as well as the government, Callie sets in motion a chain of events that she hopes will change her fate. If not, she must figure out how to protect her sister from the biggest threat of all.

Callie herself.

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"Knowing the future doesn't take away your free will. Only you can decide what you will do."

I was really looking forward to this one, even debated buying it. I'm sad to say that I'm glad I borrowed Forget Tomorrow from the library instead, because I'm a bit let down. I love the first half of the bookit's different, engaging, fast-paced, and really held my attention. 

In the first half, there's action and depth and complexity to what's happening, and it's a great read. I love getting to experience Callie's future memory and the life inside of Limbo, of these teenagers who haven't committed any crimes but are being punished based on what their future selves will do. It's an interesting idea and really shows how twisted this future is.

Dunn doesn't hold back on the gruesome details either, and her use of dark sarcasm is spot on. The analogies she uses are unique and interesting in a good way, and the relationship between Logan and Callie doesn't feel forced at all. It feels natural and sweet, even though it gets a bit cliche and sappy at times, and I like the flashbacks to when they were kids. 

The development of Callie's power and the character of Sully are also parts that make the book interesting. All this in the first half of the book had me devouring page after page, but it's after Logan helps Callie escape Limbo that things start to go downhill for me.

"I killed her. In my future memory, Jessa was in a hospital bed in TechRA, and I stabbed a needle into her heart. I murdered my baby sister. How can I love her? And if I don't love her, how can I love anyone?"

First off, the logistics of the escape don't really work out for me. It's too simple, too easy. This problem comes up again later in the book, and even though this is a futuristic dystopian type of novel, I still like the world-goings to be realistic, and in this area, the novel definitely is not. 

Also, the reasoning behind some ideas doesn't sit well with me. It's like Dunn went with the easy way out, the fit-in-the-box answer, and I expected more. The big reveal at the end, again, seems too easy. There's not enough evidence for the conclusions that are made, making them feel illogical and simple-minded. I want more depth, like we have in the beginning of the novel. 

What happened between the first and second half that changed this awesome book into a let-down? I'm disappointed where the story went, with how it goes from this new, engaging idea, to something that I've read already. Callie goes from a character whose thought process I'm able to really able to understand to a character that I've read about a thousand times now. 

Oh, and a quick thoughtwhy the bird feathers on the cover? Yeah, it's pretty, but leaves definitely have more significance throughout the story than the small mention of a feather. And never have your characters say "what could go wrong?" Obviously, everything is going to go wrong! (I am all behind using this line sarcastically, but unfortunately, that is not how it is used in this specific scene)

"Love isn't something you can give halfway."

Despite all my problems with the second half of Forget Tomorrow, Pintip Dunn really did surprise me with a secret revealed about Callie and her sister Jessa, and with the ending. I guess I should have seen the ending coming, as it fits in so well with Callie's character, but again, it feels like the easy way out. Maybe I was surprised because I was still hoping for the awesomeness of the first half to make its appearance again, that Dunn wouldn't fit so well into the mold of YA dystopian. I don't know. 

If you really like YA dystopian, then this is the novel for you. And if you like the idea of the future affecting the present and the idea of time travel (which starts to get more engaged throughout the novel), then take a chance on this book. This novel just wasn't for me, no matter how much I wanted it to be. I might read the sequel Remember Yesterday when it comes out on October 4th, or I might not. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.

"Hope, no matter how irrational it is, is a powerful thing. When the odds are against us, when the battle seems insurmountable, hope may be all that keeps us going."

Sunday, April 10, 2016

Spotlight Sunday - Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock

Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock




Matthew Quick

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Synopsis:

Today is Leonard Peacock’s birthday. It is also the day he hides a gun in his backpack. Because today is the day he will kill his former best friend, and then himself, with his grandfather’s P-38 pistol.

But first he must say good-bye to the four people who matter most to him: his Humphrey Bogart-obsessed next-door neighbor, Walt; his classmate, Baback, a violin virtuoso; Lauren, the Christian homeschooler he has a crush on; and Herr Silverman, who teaches the high school’s class on the Holocaust. Speaking to each in turn, Leonard slowly reveals his secrets as the hours tick by and the moment of truth approaches.

In this riveting look at a day in the life of a disturbed teenage boy, acclaimed author Matthew Quick unflinchingly examines the impossible choices that must be made—and the light in us all that never goes out.

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The synopsis for this novel grabbed my attention right from the first paragraph. I immediately had questions that I needed answers to: why is Leonard going to kill his former best friend, what happened to drive him to this point? Does he follow through with it? Does he kill himself? The only way to get these answers is to read the book, which I'm going to start right away.

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Teaser:

I stare at the mirror over the kitchen sink. The no-hair guy staring back at me looks so strange now. I don't like him.

"I'm going to kill you later today," I say to that guy in the mirror, and he just smiles back at me like he can't wait.

"Promise?" I hear someone say, which freaks me out, because my lips didn't move. It's like there's a voice trapped inside the glass.

So I stop looking in the mirror. Just for good measure, I smash that mirror with a coffee mug, because I don't want the mirror me to speak ever again.

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Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Review - Menagerie

Menagerie




5 out of 5 Cryptid Stars

"Welcome to the menagerie, where beauty and grace shine from every cage and peek from every shadow. You've never seen anything like the exotic wonders within, so keep your eyes open, ladies and gentlemen, because in our world of spectacle and illusion, what you see isn't always what you get."

Another amazing read by the talented Rachel Vincent, Menagerie is everything I could have hoped for and more. This novel will really make you think, as what Vincent deals with throughout the story can easily be applied to the modern world, although without all the mystic creatures, called Cryptids. Vincent raises some really good questions about how people deal with the things that they fear, and the ramifications that occur when people group together in their fear of something larger than themselves, beating it down in order to make themselves feel secure. Sound familiar?

"Most people have something horrible hidden inside. A beast. A secret. A sin. What makes you and the other exhibits different is that your inner monster can't be explained by the laws of physics and biology as we know them. What people don't understand, they fear. What they fear, they lock up, so they can come see whatever scares them behind steel bars or glass walls and call themselves brave. But that only tells you who they are, not who you are."

Menagerie is a book about humanity, about how far someone will go in order to fight for their natural born rights and the rights of others, givens in life that should never have been denied them in the first place.

Deliliah Marlow has lived her whole life of 25 years as a human, but it's after a visit to Metzger's Menagerie and seeing firsthand how inhumanely the cryptids are treated that Deliliah discovers her own hidden beast within her. She's captured and declared property of the state of Oklahoma, then sold to the Menagerie, being forced to perform for other's entertainment while being denied basic privileges herself. 

While in captivity, Delilah is forced to live in a cage wearing chains and given scraps of food for meals, seeing her other fellow captives suffering the same punishment that she is, simply because they are different from humans. However, Delilah is stronger than even she knows, and she's not going down without a fight. She'll do whatever it takes to obtain her freedom once more.

"This can't be realWhat was I, if I had no name, no friends, no family, no job, no home, no belongings, and no authority over my own body? What could I be?"

I love Delilah's character. She's the person you want fighting on your side, because she never gives up. No matter how many times she's knocked down, beaten and dragged through the mud, she gets back up and fights for what she believes in. The mystery of what she is is quite intriguing, and I'm very happy with the results. It's different than what anyone will expect, and works perfectly for her character and the novel as a whole.

I hate seeing what Delilah's forced to go through, and reading about how the Menagerie handlers treat their captives is heartbreaking. It's even worse when you realize that situations like this, minus the mystical creatures, still happens today. It's depressing how twisted people can be, how cruel they can become when faced with something stronger than themselves. They'd rather beat down what they fear and keep it contained than try to understand their fear instead. 

Vincent handles this idea magnificently, and her style of writing has you looking at things from an unexpected angle. She takes a simple visual and gives you the harsh details that normally linger and hide in the background. It's a different way of thinking, and Vincent doesn't hold back. She can reveal the true nature of the handlers and the cryptids in just one sentence.

"The only true different between the hybrids and most of their handlers was that the handlers hid their beasts on the inside. A wolf will growl to warn that it's angry and a bull will paw at the ground before charging. Rattlesnakes rattle, cats moan and hiss, and hyenas grunt and cackle. But a man will smile right in your face as he drives a knife into your heart."

The set-up and pacing of Menagerie is spot-on. The novel is broken up into three parts, and the title of each part accurately describes what that sections are going to be about. Vincent navigates multiple points-of-view magnificently. We have our first-person POV with Delilah, and her chapters definitely outweigh the rest, but I love the chapters told from the other's POV. 

We get to read from handler's POVs and other cryptids POVs in third person, and this adds more depth to the overall story. We get to experience everything that is happening from so many different angles, and while most authors would fail in this task, Vincent does not. She goes above and beyond what you would expect with her writing style, and it's amazing. Some people may think the ending is rushed, but I think it's just more of a quick crescendo to the finale, and it results in a solid ending.

"I couldn't make sense of this violent new existence, where terms like justice had no meaning, bondage was a state of existence, and hell was the forecast for the rest of my life. One word began to play over and over in my head. It was the most powerful word I'd ever known, yet the most worthless syllable to be uttered by someone wearing more chains than actual clothing. No. No. No. No. No..."

Vincent really surprises me with some of her characters in the story, but in a very good way, in a I-wasn't-expecting-that-but-I-really-like-it way. The only thing I would have liked more of is information on the surrogates. They are the cause of the Reaping, which changed the way humans deal with cryptids, and I want all the gory details of how everything happened. The snippets from old articles is a very interesting idea and handled extremely well, not interrupting the pacing at all and helping the reader to better understand the Reaping, but I just want a bit more of that. 

I would be fine with this novel being a standalone, as I know the general direction the sequel is heading, but I don't know if it's necessary. Rachel Vincent must have something really good in mind, some crazy twist that her readers aren't going to expect, since this series is supposed to be a trilogy. I am so happy with the ending of Menagerie, and can't wait to get my hands on Spectacle in the fall. What curveball is Vincent going to deliver? Whatever it is, it's going to be awesome.

"If monsters could look like humans, and humans could look like monsters, how could anyone ever really be sure that the right people stood on the outside of all those cages?"

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Spotlight Sunday - This Song Will Save Your Life

This Song Will Save Your Life



Leila Sales

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Synopsis:

Making friends has never been Elise Dembowski’s strong suit. All throughout her life, she’s been the butt of every joke and the outsider in every conversation. When a final attempt at popularity fails, Elise nearly gives up. Then she stumbles upon a warehouse party where she meets Vicky, a girl in a band who accepts her; Char, a cute, yet mysterious disc jockey; Pippa, a carefree spirit from England; and most importantly, a love for DJing.

Told in a refreshingly genuine and laugh-out-loud funny voice,This Song Will Save Your Life is an exuberant novel about identity, friendship, and the power of music to bring people together.


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Hey, everyone. Sorry I've been MIA for a bit, but I'm back now to recommend an amazing book. I'm actually almost done reading it, and am loving it so much that I needed to share it with you guys ASAP! I love music, and a good making-changes-for-the-better type of story, and have heard some very good things about This Song Will Save Your Life, so it was a no-brainer to pick this one up. Here's hoping the rest of the novel is as great as the first half!

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Teaser:

"I had this feeling suddenly. I get this feeling a lot, but I don't know if there's one word for it. It's not nervous or sad or even lonely. It's all of that, and then a bit more. The feeling is I don't belong here. I don't know how I got here and I don't know how long I can stay before everyone else realizes that I am an impostor. I am a fraud."

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